I'm sorry.

Two days has past since we fight last time. And it make our relationship almost broken. You know what ? Now I realize that I was so stupid because make our relationship got problem. I know it was my mistake right ? I scolded you with no reasons. I insults you with no feeling. I let your massages with no reply and let all your calls idle. It was so cruel right ? :'(  I am so soorryy for what I did to you. to us. I just realize that we can never be together. You know why sayang ? Because the major fuckin' problem about me that effect our relationship is SELLFISH ! Or for usual, you pronounce it, EGO. Am I right ?  I hate when you said that Iam childish, immature. Whatthefuck baby ! :'(  You know, my heart broke and I was cried when you said the two words to me. Yaa, i know it was true ! It was really true ! But please, just say Iam EGO, not that fuckin'shit words. Baby, i know there was many promises that we made last time, and one of that is we'll be last forever right ? But how come ? How come I be around you if I be ego all the time ? I make a spoil in our love ? I know, I must make a change. But I dont know where is the starting and where I've to start ? Was that a stupid questions ? I know you always accept me for who I am. I say so because I know you never forgot to said ' ILOVEYOU' all time. You always sincere in every words you said. You always be patient for all I did to you, eventhough it broke your heart. Your persuade always in tenderness. I feel that sincerity sayang. But I know, I'm blind in who I've been loving and who I shared my love with. From the first day we couple, I've got that feeling you're the best I ever had. I'am just wanted to make you happy , and make your face in smile. Always. But what I found at last ? Failed. Was you the only one who truely love me ? Swear, I always wanted to do same thing that goes to you, but I FAILED. You know ? I cried when you said you never care about the mistakes i've done to you, you forgive all the mistakes and you always love me for who I am. Was that true ? :'(  How come the kind boy like you having a worse girl like me ? I'm hoping you know that your name always on my mind. Your name on my skin, my book, my desk, my phone and whatever stuffs I have and also my heart.  To showed that I'm so proud to call you MYBOYFRIEND , MYSUPERHERO. Yes, I dont know how to show you my love as you've done. But I know how to loving you deeply even you can't feel it physically. Sayang, SWEAR ILOVEYOU MORE THEN YOU KNOW . Thankyouu for all your love and I hope we will find a solution for our problem. We make this relationship is not for break it off. :')